The End

I never really thought it would come to this. I was optimistic, but it keeps repeating, and each time my optimism dies a little. A slow painful death.

I can't foresee any future change really. I've tried....I really have.

So now I excise that, and it will only cause minimal pain. What do you expect me to do? Its not ideal. Its not what I wanted. But this is the only option that allows my survival.

Bye bro.